A few minutes later, he sent: I read your post. I'm really, really REALLY glad that you do post when you do. Even if we aren't having problems, it's still a side of your thoughts that sometimes doesn't make it out in our normal convos. But I'm even more glad for it when we are in the rut that we are.
We didn't get to talk Sunday night, but just having my side out made everything less tense. I knew he knew how I felt and while I didn't know exactly how he felt, things were easier here. We went for delishy Chinese food Sunday evening and went to bed together.
Monday morning is when we really got the conversational ball rolling. I asked him to just pick a point and start, which he did. We kept
So, I started writing this on Wednesday! Now, here it is late Friday night and I'm just finishing. It seems like we get busier and busier. Do you guys feel that way too?
Anyway... We talked a lot and we still need to talk more. I did get my maintenance in on... Monday or Tuesday. I forget which now... But it was great. The only bad part is that it hasn't happened again yet. He had a fire call last night, then I was exhausted when he got home. I think I was asleep on my way to bed, lol. Had to wait until this afternoon to watch project runway, lol.
For now, all is right in Elle and Fireman Land :). I so appreciate all of the comments and love from the previous posts. All of the responses really helped. It is true that you're going to have rough times. It can't always be great all the time, but the key is that it's okay! I get very hung up when things are not so smooth. I instantly panic and think we aren't going to be okay, when really we are. I know I need to breathe and realize that it's just a hiccup. He still loves me. I still love him. And together, we will work through whatever. :)
Tomorrow is another busy day, first tall game of the season, all kinds of fun activities. Hopefully some fun times for just me and fireman, too ;)
Hope all of you had a great week and have a great weekend!