To be honest, I just didn't feel like blogging at all last week. I logged in very often to check Rogue's blog to get Emily updates and I'm sooooo glad she is home! Such wonderful news. Plus Bas passing away and sending Lisa our condolences, I just couldn't write. I didn't have much to say and I just didn't feel like it.
We had a good week last week, the beginning was VERY spicy!!!!!!!!!! Lets just say there was a maintenance session mixed in with Fireman putting some of his knot-tying skills to use. (This was a good picture I found, but backwards.....) I found that having my hands bound was like switching the 'submissive' button to the on position immediately. I don't know why exactly, but it was. Fireman said it was "hotttttttt." Lol ;)
Then... A dry spell. There were a few days where we were just too busy. Complete disconnect. It messes with my self-esteem and everything. I hate when we have so much going on, there's no us time. We need a date night, but it's so hard to get a sitter and I won't just leave them with anyone. He likes to stay home, I like to go do something. Dis.con.ect.
We had maintenance last night. I was not in the mood for it at all, but I agreed without argument. (Yay! Progress for Elle, lol!!). I tried to let it sink in.. But it really didn't. I dunno. He really doesn't talk during a spanking. There's no lecture hardly, even in punishment, though punishment is rare ;) I think if he were reminding me of who is in charge or something it would work better.. But he doesn't get it. Anyone else?
We are still close. Still getting along.. Though I might be annoyed more than usual at things he does. But I'm mostly respectful, I think is the right word to use. I refuse to go back to the way it used to be, which I'm sure was entirely disrespectful of him.
I keep losing focus on writing.....
Anyway, so it feels like submissive Elle has packed her bags and went to London for Royal Baby Watch. She's definitely not here..
Hope you guys have a great Monday!
Also.. Check out this shirt Kathy Lee & Hoda showed on the Today Show today..
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