I don't know how or why, I just know it happens. Living the DD lifestyle makes you feel so much closer as a couple. It's almost like that together-closeness you feel after you've had a baby and you just feel close. You know the one? It's a good one, right??
Like I said last time, I don't *want* to be in trouble. I want to be perfect. Ugh, yes I'm a perfectionist. Anyone else out there suffer from perfectionism? Bleh. Hate it! I know, no one is perfect. No one will ever be perfect, it's just my crazy head =P
But whether its punishment or maintenance.. I always feel that super closeness after. And it just lingers for the longest time. He is like a magnet. It's a force that just pulls me and I crave to be close to him. I'm needy and spoiled by him, but I still want to be close.
At family functions or events where we are with other couples, I'm observant. I find it fascinating to see how other couples interact. I've always been that way, but I think I pick up on things more now, since we've started ttwd. I see disrespect and I just cringe. I hate to think that at one point, I could've been the woman that I overheard saying "and if he think that's happening, well he's wrong!" I could die thinking about how I used to be to my husband. He really deserves so much better. And so do I!
The magnetic charge between us has always been there. I was always just drawn to him. Even when I tried to fight it, it was still there. We are just meant to be together. That physical connection is awesome.. But now the emotional one is even greater.
Jack's Jill gets regular maintenance spankings everyday. I sometimes wonder if that's for me, too. How often do you guys do maintenance, for the ones that do? I think it might be good for us. Hubz says if we go a long time without spanking he gets out if the routine... So I just now, actually suggesting upping maintenance until he gets more comfy with it. Wow, I should so get a good dd wife award ;)
I guess we'll see how often he decides to do these new maintenance sessions and how it goes!! I know I'm all for it. Anything to keep this close feeling :)