Vacation :)

Last night was maintenance... The first maintenance in over a week! Generally, I'm not so good without it.. Not behaviorally, but emotionally, I guess. I don't know how we managed without ttwd. It hasn't even been a year, actually it's only been half a year, but it's so much better with it.

I feel him. And it's not just feeling his hand on my behind, lol :) 

I think, with us, I am always wondering how he's feeling and how he's thinking. I'm super self-conscious of stupid things and I think the root if a lot of our fights and disagreements pre-ttwd were because of it. But now, I read him way better than I ever did. I still can't always tell, but I pick up on his little touches or hugs and I know what they mean. 

I haven't had much to write about lately, we've been going along with life our busy life very well. All last week we were on vacation at the beach!! It was a great trip and there were some bumps, but not with us. He did pack the hairbrush, lol, but never used it. I don't know if he never used it because he had no reason to or more because he never had the opportunity. Lol, I think we will go with because I was good ;) 

During maintenance, I was instructed to write a blog post today. He said he loves reading my posts and told me again how I should become a writer. I've been thinking about it, but I don't know. What if I actually can't write? Lol. Or what if I can't write a story that's interesting and long enough? I'm thinking about it... I've been published before, in middle school, for a short story newspaper. I've always loved writing... It's appealing :) 

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I think everyone is probably aware that Christina's daughter is very, very sick. If somehow you aren't, here is Rogue's update http://rougesawakening.blogspot.com/ please continue to pray for them. Having a sick child is so hard and her other children, I'm sure, are having a hard time as well. 
Prayers & love from Fireman and I for little Emily. 



Xo, 
Elle